Yeahness! I feel more comfortable with the information on my upcoming tests then I did for the last ones. I have gone to see my proffessor 4 times, yes 4TIMES  for this upcoming exam. And he gets my learning style *big thumbs up*. I'm still anxious about them because they are on my two most difficult subjects. But! At least my proff's know that I'm trying my hardest, which is something! I swear to god I will pass those classes tomorrow *cue the fire standing and the glassy eyed anime character* In other news, my mother took back her boyfriend a few months ago and has been in bliss since. I really didn't think that this would happen.She was so pissed of at him and hurt . But Andy has one my mother's heart once again, and thus, they are moving in together. yeahh? I really don't know how to feel about this. Yes I'm happy for my mom, but, well, it's weird. At the house my dad share's with his gf I can't be myself, let alone it is Great Neck, but at least I felt comfortable with my dad. Now, it's so...beige, seriously that woman decorated her house completly mono tone. Now my Mom is doing the same thing. I feel more comfortable with Andy, then I do with Debbie (dad's gf) mostly because he doesn't look a thing like my father, while Debbie is a SCARY and yes I mean SCARY likeness to my Mom. So they are going to be selling my childhood hell hole a.k.a the house I grew up and found a really nice house ont he other side of town. I think I even get my own room, which will be nice. My brother is okay with the whole thing, he just wants our Mother to be happy. He's basically had to take care of her the past oh say five years. Supporting her, being there for her, having to act vastly mature past his age. Jacob's a great kid ^.^. Overall things are finally getting better at DVC. I have to study a lot everyday to keep up, but that's college I guess. It does suck though, the guy who I kinda liked (manda don't you dare tell matt!) turned out to be just like...Jeff Chemji. Enough said right there. He's not As big of a man-whore, mostly due to his friends kicking his ass after he tried something with me, and a different girl the same night. *shakes head* stupid stupid boy. I'm so happy I got out of that without a scratch. I knew what he was about and he was DeNied. hahaha. As for Matt, damn him just damn him. I don't miss him as severley, mostly because I'm keeping myself very busy. I don't know what the future holds for us, and to even go into that will just take way to long and really who the hell knows what's going to happen. It just, sucks, since whenever he calls me he acts all cute and sweet and romantic and my reaction is one of self-presevation. A.K.A I don't let him get into to much detail...he's single and he should be enjoying himself! He works all the time so he hasn't had a chance yet to really "go out" but apparently all of his friends who have gone out have had "good times" meaning they either had sex or made out with a Japanese girl. In all honesty. I would prefer if he did that. This is his life, and I don't want to be a reason that he holds back. *sighs* love really is best described in a Jane Austin novel.