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Mortification

  • Nov. 30th, 2006 at 2:53 PM
yue shocked, stardust, husky pup, kakashi whee, sad, sigh^^
This was one of the dumbest things I have allowed myself to do.
1)Im sick, my voice is sore as hell and I sound like granite
2)Im on my period; emotional, bloated, and headache
3) DIDNT Practice my speech
4) Forgot my powerpoint
5) Didnt go in the correct order of my speech, which was going to kick ass and I worked really really really really hard on
6) Forgot my powerpoint
7) Listened to my mother and allowed myself to be intimadated by my proffessor, forcing myself to do something that was against my better judgment
Thus, I FUCKED UP MY SPEECH
Oh my god, it was HORRIBLE, it was the worst one anyone in the class has ever done. I've always been undecisive, allowing the "what if" and the unkown stand in the way of my decisions. If anything good has come out of this disaster it is that I have to follow my gut. But fucking hell, I cant believe this disaster, it was horrible! In perspective, no this isnt the end of the world. It was a mistake, and it wont end my grade, but FuCK!! *sighs*
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