Sooo sleepy. And drained and tired. But I'm ok.
I've been kinda depressed this past week. I'm better now though, I got to see my new cousin Gabriella. She's so tiny! She's not even 3 months old yet. Babies seem to make everything better.I dont care what people say  about  how they can be accidents or what not. There is nothing like that feeling you get when a baby is crying when anyone else hold her and then when you do and they breath that sigh of relief, your heart melts. What I thought was going to be drama filled and bad wasnt. And that goes for two occassions. *sighs* On friday I went to see the band's concert. It was at sacred grounds, which yea does suck, since it's filled of possers. Lots and lots of emo punk possers. Well anyway, Don, Hope, Lexi and I went to T's and Brett's house before the show to hangout. I thought Brett looked really hott. But then of course when He walked in smelling that good all thoughts of Brett flew out the window. He looked and hott and smelled hott. Fuck! So I made the introductions and then we found out that T's sister and her boyfriend were coming, and Don's face lit up. So when Hope asked who she was I said that she was Don's ideal woman. Inject foot into mouth. But, really, it was instictual, especially considering how much Don idealizes her. And Hope was a little taken aback admittedly yes. But Don was furious. He ranted to a few people about how I almost fucked up his chances with Hope, how I had stabbed him in the back. Total freak out. Dude, calm the fuck down. We had a long talk over it and everything is cleared up, he apologized for overreacting and being a dick, and I apologized for saying something I know I shouldnt have. It does remind me of the situation with Drew and Lily, but there is a huge difference. Don actually told me that he was upset and we talked it over and we are fine. It took a long time for me and Lily to be okay again, Drew and I will never be trully ok with one another again. Anyway back to the concert. So I met Jen, she's gorgeous and sweet. T was physched to see her and we joked about it. So we get to the hall, and the girls and I hungout, Tara came over as well which was cool. Then when they went on, they kept arguing during the set. NOT GOOD. Tony was being a hog when it came to the spot light, no more so then usual so I've been told. Since this was my first concert seeing them. He was jumping into the crowed (his guitar is cordless), he was so out of control. It was unreal, he was like a completly different person. I did get a bit starry eyed when I saw him playing his guitar solo's but nothing to big. Then I saw my ex, interesting (it was jeff), and then I saw an old crush, again interesting. Alll in all it was a great night, Don and Hope are really cute together, I'm really glad that I pushed for them to be together.
One of the weirdest things that has been going on lately. I can't stop dreaming about T. Why can't my subconcious catch up with me? I'm over him, or at least mostly over him. I can't let myself linger on him, it wont do me, or anyone for that matter any good. What I need to focus on, is school. I have so much to do...it's starting to freak me out. On that note, gotta go do work.
peace